[心情] 女追男,隔層紗
七夕當天,我得知身邊一個等我很久的女生交男朋友了。之前不管她怎麼暗示或者明示對我的好感跟期盼,我就是當作沒聽懂或是無動於衷,很自私的不理會她的感受,照樣跟她去看電影,一起去吃飯唱K,一起去了很多地方。
我覺得她很有吸引力,可是也不知道我在ㄍㄧㄥ什麼,好幾次出去玩睡同一張床上別説什麼事都沒發生(我知道禽獸不如),近一年來我連她的手都沒牽過。
這幾天我心情莫名的低潮,心中不自禁的想起她交男朋友這件事來。
理智上我告訴自己我連吃醋的資格都沒有,情感上我就是覺得...好像被背叛了一樣。
曾經,我也想過,身邊好像開始慢慢習慣她的陪伴,也許再久一點....習慣於她的習慣,我就能忘記另一個習慣。
我知道這樣很自私,她能等我這麼久,要是是以前的我一定早跟她發展起來了。可是我真的覺得自己還沒準備好,還沒準備好怎麼對下一個人好。我不是在矯情的悲風傷月,而是我覺得我的心外面好像覆了一層透明的殼,我在裡面,她在外面。任憑她怎麼呼喚拍打,我所做的頂多就是抬起頭來對她微笑,然後我真正想説的一個字也説不出口。
不過她倒真的沒有當面跟我告白過
之前我也樂的免於不知道怎麼回答她的窘境。也許她也知道直接問我不會有什麼好答案吧,我也不想自私地告訴她妳就是繼續等就對了。每次聽她唱「大哥」我都覺得坐立難安,相對的她聽我唱「兄妹」應該也是熱淚盈眶吧。
活該,自找的。受過傷不是傷害人的藉口。
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