[心得] Harmful...

看板Broken-heart (心碎)作者iloveopera (開心的事情真少)時間14年前 (2011/12/29 00:23)推噓1(1推 0噓 0→)

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Harmful.... I can't own anything... nothing belongs to me, especially the abstract thing, happiness. No one can tell me why... they declare that they are the owner... Law is useless, rule is useless. I'm no aboriginal person, but I endure the pressure... Is there really God that love me? Why and for what they gave birth to me? They don't like me, what they want is only money to support their later years, instead of me... I'm so tired, but it seems that I didn't own the right to complain that I want to take a rest?! Everybody that does me good tells me that they'll wait for my reply... yean... I know that there's no meal for free. But that's why I was born to the world?! No and incredible, I can't control where I wanna go... God, please tell me what can I do? My dear god, please tell me where to search for happiness? My dear god, please tell me why every couple look so happy instead of my single life... But I just want to find someone I like amd look comfortable... I'm so sad and sorry that I'm not so charming and don't own the deep and big eyes... Terrible, I can't fall in love with those who don't attract me... Oh, if I own my dear "brothers" that belong to me only... I know that's kind of Possession Desire...and Control Desise... Sorry my dear God... please forgive me... I hope I'm divine... Lonely, I want say goodbye to you... Bye~ -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc) ◆ From: 220.143.157.155