[認真] 對性產生反感已回收
這篇真的是認真文,想聽聽版友們的意見。
小弟22歲,非同性戀,前幾年很愛玩,最近半年收斂很多。
前幾天一個女性友人來我家拜訪
我們之前有做過一次
當天我們理所當然地辦起事來
前戲時
我發現我很難完全投入
要不斷催眠自己進入享受性愛的情緒
雖然再怎麼無感
我還是強迫讓自己硬了
也很順利辦起正事
但是我感覺有一股反抗的力量在心裡面慢慢醞釀
而就在做愛的途中
那股反抗的力量瞬間爆發開來
儘管我的身體仍然公事公辦
我的心靈卻像是被閃電霹到一般
如果是無感
那也就算了
我看著在床上的友人
喘息著 淫叫著 搓揉著她的乳房 呢喃著我的名字
我突然覺得 好噁心
我好想吐
我的靈魂正在大聲咆哮
指責我怎麼會做出這麼骯髒的事情
當下我真的很痛苦
但我還是硬著頭皮把事情做完
友人回去之後
我靠在窗櫺旁抽菸 看著窗外的風景
那些雲朵 那些雜草 那些行道樹
都是很可愛很可愛的啊
但是為什麼
性愛會如此的噁心?
從那天起
我徹徹底底對性愛反感
我覺得性愛很無趣 很沒有意義
性愛讓我反胃 讓我渾身不自在
請問版友們
你們的腦海中曾有這些想法嗎?
儘管是閃過一秒也好。
PS1.反胃絕對不是我朋友的問題,她蠻漂亮的。
PS2.不要叫我換跟男人做看看,謝謝。
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