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[心情] lost?

看板bi-sexual (雙性戀)作者 (Rachel)時間17年前 (2008/12/10 20:28), 編輯推噓8(8推 0噓 22→)
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Do I really understand myself? I thought it's just an infatuation... I thought I was just too bored to have this kinda thoughts.. well....what I thought was wrong.... I realized that I was trying to get away from the feeling about her.. I realized that I didn't want to admit this kind of feeling... I kinda convinced myself that I was not really into her... that it's just....the desire of having a good friend like her... but...today when I saw her and heard her again, I couldn't help stop thinking of her, I couldn't take my mind off her... When she asked me to come to help with their radio recording, I'd really love to say yes....but ...I dont know why I refused... I said "...hmm..I got sth else to do..." What a big dumb excuse..= = Was I trying to test her feeling about me? hahaha...NO!!!.that would never happen to me.... I am never so lucky ... God...~_~....I still dont wanna admit that I am in love...with her. o.o >"<....please...get out of my mind, I dont wanna think of you anymore... I need to get on my study.... >"<......help me ~~!!! ...lol...I want to go to Sydney right now >"<... That's where I would meet my Mr. Right ~_~... -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc) ◆ From: 122.118.232.164
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12/10 22:39, , 1F
Maybe time will answer your question.
12/10 22:39, 1F
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12/10 23:41, , 2F
....慘了，英文程度不好的我只想叫"阿鬼...你還是..."
12/10 23:41, 2F
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12/11 00:29, , 3F
i always thought so..that time would answer my
12/11 00:29, 3F
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12/11 00:29, , 4F
question, but I never got the answer as time goes by.
12/11 00:29, 4F
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12/11 00:30, , 5F
=.=誰是阿鬼？我不是，只是覺得打英文比較好講
12/11 00:30, 5F
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12/11 01:03, , 6F
I used to think that answer will come in time, but
12/11 01:03, 6F
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12/11 01:03, , 7F
it never did. Or when it did, it was always way
12/11 01:03, 7F
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12/11 01:04, , 8F
too late to be of any good. Cheers, hon.
12/11 01:04, 8F
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12/11 01:29, , 9F
可能是段還在認同中的過程，別心急。
12/11 01:29, 9F
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12/11 08:56, , 10F
對啊，別心急，除非她常常出現在你自慰時，是妳性幻想的
12/11 08:56, 10F
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12/11 08:56, , 11F
對象，那時才要煩惱這個問題
12/11 08:56, 11F
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12/11 14:44, , 12F
lol...出現在你自慰時...>.<我很純真的...還不到這種想法
12/11 14:44, 12F
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12/11 14:46, , 13F
i just want to be with her and talk to her...
12/11 14:46, 13F
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12/11 14:48, , 14F
when she's not around, i feel lonely and bored...
12/11 14:48, 14F
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12/11 14:50, , 15F
and...~_~u r right Zoe, everytime when I realized
12/11 14:50, 15F
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12/11 14:50, , 16F
what I truly felt about that person, it was too late.
12/11 14:50, 16F
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12/11 14:51, , 17F
coz he's left me ...
12/11 14:51, 17F
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12/11 16:01, , 18F
自慰和純真有什麼關係 = =? 我聽過一個說法是~檢測是否
12/11 16:01, 18F
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12/11 16:01, , 19F
對某人很有感覺，很想和對方進一步時，通常會出現在性幻
12/11 16:01, 19F
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12/11 16:02, , 20F
想的時候…身體感受反映了心靈的慾望，愛也是有慾望的
12/11 16:02, 20F
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12/11 16:02, , 21F
跟純不純真沒有關係= =
12/11 16:02, 21F
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12/11 16:03, , 22F
因為有時候是自己太美化對方，只是沈迷在一種暗戀的幻覺
12/11 16:03, 22F
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12/11 16:03, , 23F
中，並不真的想和對方怎麼樣，只是剛好他or她在你某個時
12/11 16:03, 23F
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12/11 16:04, , 24F
刻某個心境中，恰巧讓你有戀愛的感覺…maybe 吧~~我也不
12/11 16:04, 24F
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12/11 16:04, , 25F
不很確認
12/11 16:04, 25F
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12/11 18:02, , 26F
:D,...恩恩恩！就是這樣就是這樣...非常同意你最後3句
12/11 18:02, 26F
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12/11 18:03, , 27F
也許就像你說的，我只是沉迷在一種暗戀的幻覺中....
12/11 18:03, 27F
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12/11 19:28, , 28F
哦~~那也蠻美的耶~~~~感覺不錯，有點心痛有點悶又甜美
12/11 19:28, 28F
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12/13 15:59, , 29F
我覺得暗戀的對象出現在夢裡(可能是春夢)或性幻想裡可能是
12/13 15:59, 29F
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12/13 16:02, , 30F
個判準的依據哦~暗戀感覺有點澀澀的，但卻也很美好呢！
12/13 16:02, 30F
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