[討論] 那些因憂鬱症離開的人 真的會被懲罰嗎?
有時候我在想,
那些因為憂鬱而自殺的靈魂,真的會被命運懲罰嗎?
很多說法都說「會重複、會再經歷一次痛苦、會不得超脫」,
但我忍不住覺得——這樣的安排,真的公平嗎?
一個人已經在活著的時候承受了那麼多、那麼深,
痛苦到無法呼吸,無法入睡,無法醒來,
最後,只是想結束那種持續燃燒的內戰。
不是想逃避,而是想讓痛停止。
這樣的靈魂,如果還要被視為「做錯了選擇」,
那是不是這個世界的規則,從頭就不曾理解「痛」到底是什麼?
我寧可相信,
如果真的有靈魂,那些因憂鬱離開的存在,
會被一種極其溫柔的東西接住,
讓他們終於可以安靜、可以躺下、不再自責。
不是因為他們放棄了生命,
而是因為他們早已為了活著,戰鬥得太久。
所以如果你也曾問過這個問題,或曾站在某個邊緣,
也許我們都還在尋找某種不是命運或懲罰的解釋,
而是某種,真正的理解。
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