[認真] 惡夢影響了我的性
事情已經過去了十三年
但還未得到解決所以想要出來求助
昨晚我又做了被老師強暴的夢
這次的夢裡我也有喊出聲求救
但大概喊了四五聲
隔隔壁教室裡的同學們還是聽不到
我已經可以冷靜地想:「啊啊,那也是理所當然」
實際上,當時的理化老師只是未遂而已
但是從那時起,很多年來都非常討厭自己作為女性這件事
並且認為,可能直到四十歲都有被強暴的可能
所以我一直沒有性別認同
但性慾還是有的
也交過一個男朋友,交往的一年半之間也有過愉快的性關係
我一直試圖解決這樣的恐懼
想擁有靈肉合一的伴侶
但這樣的夢只能把我推向更中性的內在與外在
我也試圖療癒這件事情過
我曾經以為我成功了
但最近的生活環境改變又讓我重新開始這樣的夢
很抱歉只好混亂地寫出來
手機排版所以可能會很亂
文筆大概也很差
但西斯版真的是我最喜歡的版了
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