[討拍]我需要安慰
看板WomenTalk (女人話題)作者rabbit1014 (粉紅色頑皮兔)時間17年前 (2009/05/12 19:40)推噓199(199推 0噓 24→)留言223則, 209人參與討論串1/1
這個月 對我的打擊實在太大
恍如隔世
4月中,愛人熊熊因為腹部脹氣入院檢查
此後,他再也沒能跟我說過任何一句話...
從他慢慢失去意識,在上個週末的母親節凌晨辭世
那種深深的無力與哀傷
就不曾間斷過
雖然有幸能緊緊握著他的手,陪他一直走到人生的盡頭
但時間對於我倆仍舊太短暫了
直到現在
深深的凝視著他的遺體、他的遺容
仍不斷妄想他還能再醒過來
他好年輕,今年就要從博班畢業了
6月正要去美國參加一場國際研討會
他還想著要畢業工作賺錢好改善家裡經濟狀況...
好多好多的美夢...怎麼瞬間都成了泡影
我常想
要是現在躺著的是我,那該有多好
這樣 他的夢就不會中斷了
就不會這麼心碎和遺憾
我常跟自己說: 已經沒有什麼可以失去了
但我現在失去的,卻是我在困頓生活裡那心靈的寄託
好難已接受....也不願接受
親愛的熊
我是你的小兔
看著你,想著你,念著你,你的擁抱,你的話語...
現在我卻只能緊緊抓著你的外套,努力不讓自己哭泣
我好想你
一邊辦理你的後事,一邊默默拭去眼角的淚
他們說不可以讓你牽掛
但我卻不想走出你的回憶
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