6-8-12

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6,8,12 Do you ever think about me Do you ever cry yourself to sleep In the middle of the night when you awake Are you calling out for me Do you ever reminisce I can't believe I'm acting like this I know it's crazy How I still can feel your kiss Chorus: It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours since you went away I miss you so much And I don't know what to say I should be over you I should know better But it's just not the case It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours since you went away Do you ever ask about me Do your friends still tell you what to do Everytime the phone rings Do you wish it was me callin' you Do you still feel the same Or has time put out the flame I miss you Is everything ok Chorus ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 這是 BRIAN MCKNIGHT 的歌歌名叫'6-8-12' 我從高中就很喜歡這首歌了因為當簡單的三個數字被賦予了意義也會有美麗的意境只是..當自己變成了男主角....... 'It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours since you went away' 過了6個月8天又12小時妳還記得我嗎我不敢想像不敢回憶我在過去的六個月是怎麼度過的每天每天都必須被種種負面情緒反覆折騰心碎..難堪..痛苦..憂傷所以我選擇遺忘遺忘這六個月來的每一天每一夜甚至我的每一滴淚我天真的以為如此一來我就能逃離妳離開後所帶來的痛苦下場卻是分手那天天天宛如昨日重現痛苦沒有絲毫減少快樂總是稍縱即逝只是我學會了隱藏學會了暗自心傷學會了眼淚心裡藏不知道是該遺憾還是高興妳在分手時說的一句句狠心話在一次電腦重灌中消失殆盡了高興的是我不會再受煎熬遺憾的是我不能藉著那些話慢慢抹去我對妳的愛我總會記得妳在分手的時候說的那幾句話 "我們都該看看外面的世界" 所以我開始積極參予班上活動甚至連誼 "你不夠開朗" 所以我現在開始搞笑還在迎新露營時客串乖乖虎跳青蘋果樂園 "你並不會解決問題" 所以我現在不逃避盡力的解決所有我能力所及的問題就因為這樣我會不厭其煩的參加一成不變的連誼我會毫無形象的瘋狂耍白痴我會努力的充實自己我又天真的以為照著妳的話去做妳就會回來我的身邊了.... 很少很少的時候會突然想起妳的狠心當我付出了一年重考妳也痴痴的等我最後妳卻是一句 "失敗的後果為什麼要我來承擔" 我就該知道當妳不再珍惜我們對彼此的犧牲和付出當妳將我們的山盟海誓拋在腦後妳已經走遠了只是我還是會突然的好難過好難過想起妳的每一句足以殺了我的話我一開始認為一定是我缺乏經驗所以會如此的離不開妳的陰影但是看了《Broken-heart》三個月看過了好多好多人的經驗聽過了好多好多的安慰和道理我甚至能依樣畫葫蘆的說出一番道理安慰別人我想我都懂了只是我還是無法擺脫對妳的想念我看開了我知道這是我自己的選擇就像我也可以選擇忘了妳一樣我選擇還是想著妳念著妳沒有為什麼沒有合理的解釋既然忘不了就不強迫自己依然停留在愛妳的時光即使妳不在身邊.... 我必須常常很HIGH很HIGH 好掩飾因想妳而散發的憂鬱我必須常常大聲說話好平衡我的沉默不語我必須認真的過每一天因為地球依然在轉時光依舊流逝妳還是不在身邊 "當你不會有復合的念頭我們再見面" 所以我還是不敢到任何妳可能出現的場所深怕見了妳一面我們就不會復合了這是很蠢的邏輯推理吧但我想如果真的無法復合我寧可這輩子都不要再見到妳了我終於知道最不想見和最想見的是同一個人的時候竟會是無盡的心酸腦中最常出現的問題 "我到底還念著妳什麼.." 為什麼還要為了妳改變為什麼還要為了妳努力為什麼還要為了妳存在為什麼還依戀有妳的空氣大口大口的呼吸沒有為什麼只是我還是想妳我還是愛妳 It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours since you went away I miss you so much And I don't know what to say I should be over you I should know better But it's just not the case It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours since you went away -- not Always....just 510 days.... not Always....not forever....not your fault....just not Always.... -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc) ◆ From: 163.25.118.37